What happened to April?

I feel bad that I have fallen away from blogging again, and especially from reading blogs. I just feel like my life is upside down and I haven't had a second to think. I have not been doing so well on the losing weight front. Well, at least, I haven't been caring enough about what I eat, and I have slacked majorly on working out. Somehow I still haven't really gained weight (still around 160), so I should be happy with that, but I feel like a bum. I could have easily been in the mid 150s by now if I had kept going. Instead, I quit tracking what I ate too, so it is almost a complete 180. I have been trying more this week, since one of my male friends said I was skinny on Saturday, so I was trying to hang on to that as motivation.

My whole energy has been focused on obsessing over this house. We are still trying to get it, and it is such a complicated process. I mean, it's been almost a whole month since we submitted the initial offer, and pretty much nothing has happened since then except stress. We still haven't even inspected. There is still not a great chance we will get this, but I want it so bad.

So, I am hanging in there.